Journal Entry #2 [vent]

I hate hearing my alarm clock go off at 6 a.m. every single day, this be including weekends. It gets frustrating to have to hear that alarm go off and knowing you can't sleep in because you have something to do. What's real sad is that you have to get up after a long night of work/babysitting/or attempting to spend time with your friends. Now I know what you are thinking, you don't have to go out with your friends. Unfortunately you kind of have to, to have a life that is. I don't want to eat, breathe, and sleep work. That's just something I'm a bit too young for. My friends actually allow me to relax a little and not think about the stresses of work. Sometimes I do get carried away and end up staying out a little later than I want to but honestly, its hard for a teenager to get up early in the morning to work. It gets real old as well when you do it every weekend since probably last year. Now things will hopefully be changing for the better here soon since I will be able to work during the week over the summer. Then maybe, they won't schedule me for the weekends as much, or at least the early shift. I'm going to want to have fun and whatever but I need to keep a job to stay financially stable for the sake of not being a broke college student =] I can't wait to be able to have a real JOB, like something I actually enjoy unlike my job today. It gets old real fast and I don't really like to make sandwhiches every day. There are times when I can handle it better than others but the great thing is that I can keep a smile on my face and the people I work with help the day go faster as well. It's not only work that I can't take waking for, it's school as well. Each day gets harder and harder because I have less than a month left of it and to be honest, I feel like each day is pointless for me to awake. Everything is more of a project rather than learning in class actually. I want to just sit at home and work on my projects rather than coming to class and not getting anything accomplished. Gah is it frustrating to come wake up that early and attempt to present my self as a decent person.