Journal Entry #3

Sometimes you just have to let go. ..it's fustrating to know that no matter where you go you are going to be filled with drama. At work, school, your house, even in the neighborhood. I hate it. Drama is the one thing that really puts a damper on my day. It pulls you down so much you feel like you're drowning helplessly and get get to the surface. The smallest things cause the biggest drama scenes, that's the sad part. I get tired of having to deal with the small little drama fiascos that people bring up. Unfortunately, drama will never go away. I just wish that for once everyone could get along and not have to bring up the stupidest stuff. What i hate the most is when you know someone was talking about you behind your back and they don't confirm when you confront them. Why would you dig yourself deeper than you already are? That's pretty lame if you ask me. I would rather be honest by 1) saying exactly what you have to say to someones face, or 2) When confronted speak the truth. Those two options are the best way to get yourself out of that hole, unless you could care less and just wanted to keep on diggin'. Personally, I've grown more to speaking my mind to people's faces, maybe not literally, but I speak them and not just behind their back. I think this is important to do so because it shows your maturity level of not being afraid to speak out and hide yourself. Not that I am saying to go up to everyone you have a problem with and speak your mind out to them, I just mean when you have one of those drama fiascos just keep it between you and that person, that way you get to your point and there's no rumors. Along the way you may loose from friends during the drama, but remember what my dad always says, " The friends you have today won't be the friends you have five to ten years from now." I keep that in mind all the time, but I do cherish the moments I have with those I care about now.