Thursday, December 31, 2009

Goodbye, 2009..


Year 2009, fast paced for sure, full of exciting memories, devastating events, and regrets that will be known as the past. Many twist and turns were driven throughout 2009 but thankfully I made it to the end. I await the true friendships that develop, love, success, good health, and better memories in 2010. Although I am skeptical about what is to come, I will strive to make the best of every day in 2010. Without a doubt I do not want to repeat any of my past regrets. Some spontaneous events were definately in effect of 2009, however this year I will double check before making any quick decisions to save myself and others as well.

2009 brought tears of joy and sadness. I will not forget my grandfather and how much he struggled. I will not forget Curt leaving for Iraq and how much we've all missed him. I will not forget the hurt I brought upon some people through my actions. I will remember finishing my first year of college and beginning a new year at a new invitng college. I will remember the ABC party at ASU with my girls. I will remember the family outtings on the lake. I will remember all the advice I earned from those special people.

In 2010, I want to walk everyday with my head held high even when I am struggling. I think a smile on your face all the time can only brighten anothers sad day. I've been told to never stop smiling by members at my work because it only brings them up to see someone cheerful. I want 2010 to bless with in strength and extra guidence through the tough times. I know it will be another struggling year of school and dilemmas but I am determined to be vulnerable to every aspect. I do not want to fear my choices by rather approach them with confidence. I am almost twenty years old which does make me seem old. Old, like an adult, taking on more and more responsibility that means to those of you not quite there......

On a lighter note, I look forward to having more memorable events with friends, making up with old ones, and living life to its fullest potential in one year! Thank you friends and family for making 2009 a survivable one and enjoyable to say the least. I love you all and wish you all the best of luck on your New Years resolutions!!

Love,

Samantha

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