Standing alone on the face of this earth unaware of her surroundings. Blank face but not blank minded. Her thoughts run sporadically through her mind, causing her eyes to expand wider than the sun. Some think she is on drugs but those who know her know she is just thinking. She is letting her mind take control and create this world of chaos. Nothing can stop it, not a single word or person. They can try and snap her back but she won't. She won't let go of these thoughts in her mind. She will hold them forever in her mind, not as a grudge but as memory; for these thoughts aren't anything to hold against anyone but herself. She won't snap back into reality because this, this mindset is reality. Try, you can to lead her in a new direction but her mind is made up. She won't nudge to the left because she falls to only to the right. She's stubborn in her own sense because she follows what she believes is right. In her mind, everything isn't picture perfect like she dreamt one night. You can only think things are perfect but her mind, her mind tells the truth, the reality of the picture. Friends and family pursue her to follow her dreams however she has a hard time standing on that line. The line she wants to follow keeps breaking more and more to the point where nothing can hold it back together. She is slowly breaking down, become a part of the earth. Her reality is so real that she know longer dreams in the clouds. This makes her different from you; while you stand pretty on the clouds dreaming away she is becoming grounded on this earth. Invisible to the rest, blending into the neutral colors and no longer a shining star in the clouds. Her mind will never retain these dreams because she is afraid of being let down again. She has been hurt too many times and realizes what she knows if truth and there is no room for dreams. So while you are standing on that cloud, shining with all the others, look down, see this girl of earth blend and say a prayer and try to get her to look up again.
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