Well so what if love doesn't come this way now. So what if I test the waters and move on. So what if I decide to stay single for a little longer. What does it matter to anyone else? As much as I think how nice it is to be with someone else who loves you and is there for you, that is all in my future. As of this moment, this time frame, I am able to enjoy being single and alone. I don't mean to say alone like it is a bad thing, I mean to say it as a term on relationship status. I don't need someone to hold my hand, I don't need someone to know my every move, I don't need someone to be my balance. I want to be hands free, be random and off balance a little right now. Afterall, I am turning 21 in a few days (16days). I've had my space respected and I've had nice faces to meet, I am just not wanting to be 2. Yes, the company is nice especially on a boring night, but that's what your girlfriends are for and when they aren't, Sex and the City! I need to be free, explore some more, stand my own ground, understand what is best for me, figure out a few more things, and then make my table for 1 and table for 2! So let me fly, far away and be this person I want to be right now....
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