Journal Entry #3

Since spring break ended two days ago, I've been becoming more and more impatient with waiting for graduation. I'm ready to move on out with my high school life and go into the real world. I've been so independent and so ready to move out and on my own that I haven't really thought of what might come to it. I hadn't really thought that yeah, I'd loose my best friends because we will be so far away or that I'd be able to complete the job what I want. The way things have been going lately I feel like slowly I am loosing my best friends. We are already starting to prepare ourselves for the different schools we are going to and setting out to settle ourselves in these different areas. It's really hard to know that my best friend will probably make a new best friend and we will just becomes friends. Wow, that was somewhat confusing. It's just seeming to all come to an end so fast. We are all ready to get out of highschool and our nerves are getting the best of us. With all the stress seniors have to go through already, it makes it hard on our own friendships. The littlest things can turn into one big explosion just because most of us are on our last thread of being patient. Sadly this hurts the whole best friend thing and causes that string of frienship to die down alot faster. I know that five to ten years from now, my true best friends I have right now won't be the ones I am still buddy buddy with. Quite frankly, I hate that. The group of girls I hang with are amazing, right now though things have been tough on all of us trying to decide where are going to accept the acceptance from college and what we actually want to major/minor in. It's all too fustrating and wearing us down physically and mentally. I can't wait til towards the end of the year when we can all just sit and relax and finally have our insane insider joke moments that no other group of girls would know about. I hope that before the end of the school year is over things between of all us are strong and awesome and we will have a spactacular summer together before heading off to the real world that we've so longed for. Until then, let's just stick it out and be there for each other even if we both are having a bad day.